West Beach in Late Spring

by Lauraine Lombara

 It begins in May-the influx of people who come to West Beach to enjoy the sun, sand, ocean and whatever else the beach provides for them. I am here to bask in the sun, walk the beach and attempt a little swim if the water is not icy. It is always cold on the North Shore but I am used to it. I never wade in; I need to dunk quickly. I wonder, has anyone ever had a heart attack from sudden cold water immersion?

Today is splendid-warm temperature and not a cloud in an azure sky with the ocean a matching hue. White sheeted sailboats are strung out as if outlining the visible front of Misery Island. A few lazy kayaks are gliding further inshore, their oars like single windmill blades; up and down, up and down. Gulls are screeching along the shore, picking up morsels they find in the seaweed and under rocks. Are there any meaty clams, mussels or unsuspecting periwinkles or perhaps a bit of fish? A few brave gulls peck at unsupervised sunbathers’ lunch bags until shooed away by neighboring blanket or beach chair occupants. Toddlers are a joy to watch as they race to chase the birds as if they might catch one.

Leaving the sun worshipers, I head to the water’s edge. The tide is low, making a walk easier on my back which is a good reason to do my stroll first. The water temperature feels quite cold, but on my return I may be warm enough to take a quick dip and try a few strokes. Oh, but the sun is glorious, warming my bones which are still feeling or at least remembering the icy remnants left by this past winter’s heavy snow, storms and bitter winds.

I drink in the sights, sounds and smells as I walk, stopping now and again for a piece of beach glass or an interesting stone that has caught my eye—rather like the gulls! I am at peace for a few hours. It is a meditation in itself to stroll, to muse, to remember past days at the beach. How fortunate I am to live close by and able to visit this magical, mystical spot easily and often.

Willing

by Elizabeth Aharonian Moon

He woke up, deciding he needed to make a will. Still fuzzy with sleep, still in his pajamas and socks, while sipping his coffee, he saw smidgens of the dream he had had—was it early on, or one of those morning dreams when he'd fade in and out, the covers wrapped around his shoulders? Was he dreaming the dream or making it up as he pushed into the pillow—warm and safe until his day started?

In the maybe-dream, someone had willed him plenty of money, hundreds or thousands, he wasn't sure, plus a belt buckle (was it silver?) with an initial on it. Not his, but whose? He tried to re-create that part, but just couldn't. But a thousand bucks and a belt buckle were enough to make him realize he, too, needed a will.

Really awake now, his coffee cold, he said out loud to no one, So how do you make a will? What would I will away, give away, or throw away, and to whom? He had seen ads for wills on Legal Zoom on his computer screen, but wouldn't someone steal his information and change it around? Plus, he knew it would cost money, not the same as a lawyer's fee, but money none the less, less money to leave it to someone else.

But who? His grandsons, grown old now, and distant (where did they live?) were ingrates, sons of an ingrate; he had never liked the man his daughter had married in a hurry. At all those Thanksgivings, at the Christmases, he had kept his mouth shut, minding his own business, making sure his temper didn't flare up from the scotches he drank before the dinners and even through the desserts. He didn't have much, but he sure as hell wouldn't leave it to them.

Who then? He remembered a TV show from years ago—a guy would show up at someone's front door, ring the doorbell, or knock the knocker, and hand the guy who answered a check for a million bucks. He could do that—appoint someone to deliver a check after he died. But to whom? Better to leave it to an animal shelter even though he never cared for cats and hated the dogs his daughter had. Maybe, over the next few days, he could research charities, deciding on one or another, or leave his money to the high school marching band who was always coming around pleading for donations for new uniforms. He remembered when he was kid in the junior high band, wearing a worn-out uniform, faded to near-pink, its fringes frayed, its cuffs threadbare and dirty. He had always felt like a ragamuffin, back in the trombone section; his school never won band contests or even had their picture in the weekly newspaper.

He knew he'd have to die of something: heart attack, a cancer, failed liver. His will could mention one of those organizations and at the end of his obituary, there could be instructions: In honor of his life, please contribute to _________ or ____________. If he died in a car accident, his money could go to Triple A or a highway improvement project.

Mid-morning by now, and still in his pajamas and socks, he decided to forget about the will business for the time being. His dream had faded into a thin gauze of memory. Tomorrow would be time enough.

Noah's First Birthday

by Charlotte Savage

I sit beside the window,

Listening to the river rush by.

It reminds me of all the years that have passed,

Gone in the blink of an eye.

I think of this day, a glorious one,

Filled with laughter, fun, and good cheer.

Today, Noah was your birthday,

The beginning of your second year

It brought back many wonderful memories,

Of a cake I lovingly prepared;

Celebrating your Mother’s birthday,

When she was just one year!

It is one o’clock in the morning,

Elation keeps me from falling asleep;

I close my eyes and envision each child

Partaking of your birthday treats.

How fortunate it is to have video,

Your party enjoyed all the while;

As once again we will look at it,

Play it back with many a smile

It shows your sweet disposition,

Your delight of being in a crowd;

How much you enjoyed the frosting,

Your pleasure in laughing out loud.

Noah, my birthday wish for you,

Is happiness, success in all you do;

Excitement, challenge, creativity too,

And lots of love to carry you through.

Happy Birthday, little Noah

Love,

                                                                         Bubbie

                                                                                         

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Graduations

by Beth Alexander Walsh

     

      It is that time of year again. Students are donning their caps and gowns and celebrating their accomplishments. I have been through these celebrations before. I watched our first born walk across a university stage to accept her degree last year. She is back home with us now, whittling out the next phase of her life, while negotiating her adulthood in our house. Most of this happens in our meat loving kitchen (she is a vegetarian), where I become territorial over space and clutter, but we have found a rhythm together and I am happy to say I enjoy her company more now than ever.

    

      My house is doubly blessed this year. My other daughter is graduating from college with a hard earned dual degree, while my son is receiving his diploma from high school. I have watched my daughter thoughtfully change schools and majors without the slightest hesitation to achieving her goals. Her tenacity for problem solving and work ethic bode well for her future.

   

      My son's graduation, however, makes this years celebration different; giving a feeling of finality to my parenting odyssey. This is a year of lasts. The last Parents Open House and school fundraiser. The last drop off in front of the school, where I wish him well as he leaves my car. The last concert and musical performance where I have shed a few tears. I have been awestruck with his musical talent and dedication these last four years, and equally impressed with his ability to juggle it all. It will be sad when he is gone and his piano and guitar playing are no longer the soundtrack to my daily life.

    

      It's funny how most of our years of parenting are spent eager and impatient for our children's development. We can't wait until they sleep through the night, take their first steps, or finally get out of diapers. We tell ourselves life will be easier when they can tie their own shoes and do homework without our help... and isn't it wonderful that we no longer need a babysitter and great that they can now drive themselves around town. Then suddenly their senior portrait is put into its frame, and we realize how incredibly fast the time has passed, and long for those busy days of childhood. Now, it is our children's turn to be eager and impatient for their own future.

   

       I want all three of my graduates to know that being their Mom has been the single most important and gratifying accomplishment of my life. I could not be prouder. I leave them with these tidbits of advice, along with pieces of my heart, as they make their way into the world.

     All of the disappointments, and even the accolades of the past four years do not define you.

     Plan for the future, but keep in mind that life has a way of bringing you to unintended destinations, and it is the bends in the road where the most learning takes place.

     Make regular appointments to the dentist. (Just do it!)

     Try to say or do something kind for someone else everyday. It will come back to you tenfold.

     Dreams require hard work.

    Trust your gut.

    Learn to find gratitude in everyday life.

    Sleep is important.

    Live within your means.

   Make your bed in the morning, it will set the pace of your day.

   Sometimes, friendships need to end.

   Happiness is often a decision.

   Life always happens in the present moment...don't miss it.

  And...

  Your Dad and I love you more than you could ever possibly know! 

Congratulations!