Buried Treasure
by Gail Balentine
When I was growing up, a common
expression in my house was, “Wait till the dust settles”. I used
to wonder where it all settled. On moving day, when I went up to my
parents’ attic, I found out. Dust covered boxes, bags, and trunks
of every shape and size.
My parents, sister Patty, and
brother Alan had each declined to help me sort through the things up
there. Mom couldn’t maneuver the stairs with her arthritic hip, Dad
was too busy elsewhere, Patty had no interest in the past since her
divorce, and Alan wanted to wrap up at the house quickly and get back
to the work he’d brought home. Just getting him to the house today
had been tough. Their collective attitude was that the movers could
pitch it all since it was useless junk and
they already had their hands full downstairs.
After two hours, with my back
aching and my resolve weakening, I had only managed to create a huge
stack of boxes for the dumpster. I went downstairs for iced tea and
sympathy, getting only the former. Patty delighted in pointing out
that everybody
had told me the attic was the last stop before the dump.
Alan and my father came back
upstairs with me and helped remove the boxes, which cleared space in
the center. Next I went to an old steamer trunk, wedged in a corner.
It was filled with clothes that must have belonged to my mother “back
in the day”. I dragged it out to the middle of the room. Behind it
I was a large box of art supplies my sister used to hold dear. Dried
up paints and matted brushes covered a sketchbook. When I opened it,
it was filled with drawings of animals and someone with a huge nose
that I feared was supposed to be me. That box went into the middle,
too, and I got that tingle of excitement that tells me the idea I was
forming was right.
I went searching for a
particular item and found it four boxes later. When Alan was 10 years
old, Dad and he spent an entire summer building a three foot
sailboat; it was beautiful and sleek in the water until a
remote-controlled speedboat rammed into it. Alan had been so bereft
that he refused to listen to assurances that it could be fixed. After
a few days of trying to reason with him, Dad packed the boat away in
the attic and nobody ever mentioned it again.
At lunchtime, I walked into the
kitchen to find each person working separately, in silence. I called
to them and they turned to see me wearing what I thought was my
mother’s prom gown, holding the sailboat in my right hand - good
side showing - and the sketch book in my left, opened to a horse in
full gallop with muscles that seemed to ripple off the page.
Unfortunately, with both hands
full, I couldn’t take a picture to capture the looks on my family’s
faces. My mother made a sound somewhere between a laugh and sob as
she and Dad stared at the dress. His hand reached over to clasp hers.
And Patty? Well, she just grabbed the drawing pad and said, “Damn!
I was good!”
But it was Alan that made my
eyes tear up. He looked like a child again, that perpetual scowl I
hated replaced with a genuine smile.
Before I knew it, everyone was
talking at once, laughing, and sharing stories, taking us back to a
time before life had thrown us curves that we’d not seen coming.
As her fingers traced the
outline of the horse, Patty spoke about how much she’d liked to
draw, and Mom mentioned art groups at our local community center. Dad
asked Alan if he thought Matt, the first grandchild, might like the
boat and plans to fix it began right then.
Mom came over and hugged me.
Turns out the dress was the one she wore for her and Dad’s
engagement party. We went into the living room, put in an oldies CD,
and rooted around in a box until we found the photograph album she
wanted. We laughed at how young she and Dad looked that night.
That was how my husband found us
when he arrived to help - sitting on the sheet-covered couch looking
at pictures, Mom with pink cheeks and a sparkle in her eyes and me
with a formal dress over my tee shirt and jeans, socks and sneakers
on my feet, and hair filled with cobwebs.
He laughed and said, “Whatcha
doin’?”
We replied in tandem, “Treasure
hunting!”
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